Thursday, June 11, 2009

Shit.

17 eggs.

0 embryos.

None of them fertilized.

The doctor who called me isn't mine- it's the doctor who did the procedure yesterday. She couldn't tell me why.

They are going to attempt to do a "rescue" fertilization by using IC.SI. It is unclear whether our insurance will cover it- if it doesn't, that's $2500. I'm not complaining- I know plenty of people don't get any coverage. But I need to run it by III before I say yes, and I can't get a hold of him.

Shit shit shit. I don't want to be here. I don't want to be dealing with kids right now. I want to go home and cry.

3 comments:

c by the sea said...

oh my god! i am so sorry...i hope they can rescue icsi some for you.

my heart is breaking with you, can you say you are sick and leave work?

((hugs))

just me, dawn said...

damn, I am so sorry to hear that! praying that whatever they are trying works!

AJ48 said...

Oh damn!!! Hopefully they can rescue some of them!! You went this far already - I hope you get to do the IC.SI!!! (((((HUGS)))) I hope it works out for you!!