Thursday, June 25, 2009

Now I just want this hellish cycle to be over.

Ugh. I don't know how much more I can take.

Donna called and I didn't answer, because I knew it would be the same message that it usually is.

It wasn't, though. She asked me to call.

My beta is "borderline negative". They want 100+ for a definite positive. Mine is 5.4.

What does this mean? It's extremely unlikely I'm pregnant, (edited to clarify: the NP said it's 99% sure it's negative) but I have to stay on the Endro.metrin for 2 more days and go back Sat. morning for a blood test.

Seriously? Can you just rub salt in the wound?

I guess that means no wine tonight, too?

4 comments:

AJ48 said...

Oh hunny. I am sorry. :( Who knows though maybe your numbers will skyrocket over the next few days or so...maybe you just have a late implanter! Hang in there...regardless of which way it goes we will be here for you!

Humm. I would prob stay away from the wine :( but that doesnt mean you cant go out and do something fun with DH this weekend!!

just me, dawn said...

oh man....geez. so sorry that you are in that grey area. but trying not to be a pollyana, but numbers have to start somewhere, so maybe just maybe....but hoping that either way you get a quick resolution. ((hugs))

c by the sea said...

ugh! i don't know what that means...is there any chance it will go up?

good luck on saturday. thinking of you.

Jess said...

I'm sorry love! I'm praying for better news on Saturday!