Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Life is short, but sweet for certain. **updated!

First of all, an important announcement:

I am wearing very cute underwear today.

Last week, I ordered some new underwear from G.ap Body. They used to make ones I really they called "Low rise ch.eeky hip.sters" but they don't anymore. :( Now I have these modal undies that I love from there, some tanga style and some "girlshorts" .I only had 2 girlshorts, so I decided I needed more. I ordered several of both styles. They came yesterday. (Cranky UPS man delivered them, but didn't ring the bell so I didn't have to deal with him, and he didn't have to deal with the dogs.) I'm wearing the purple girlshorts today, and along with being comfy and soft, they have these little details on them that make them extra cute. I love cute underwear. :)

u/s and bloodwork this morning. The tech told me that nothing was measurable yet, but there were lots of (10+) follicles on each side. *sigh* I'm feeling very impatient this cycle... maybe it's that 3 week BCP break. Or maybe it's that it coincides with the end of the school year, which I'm already impatient about.

**update! My est. was 406, which is great. The last 2 IUIs it wasn't even that high on trigger day. Hopefully that means my many teeny follicles in today's u/s will grow and we'll have a good 'harvest'. :) 3 more days of meds, and next bw and u/s on Sat.

On a very serious note, this weekend one of the guidance counselors up at the high school died very suddenly, of a suspected heart attack. He was 32 years old. :( He was very well respected and loved by students and staff.

The part that affects me the most is that he was recently married. His page is public, and on it he has beautiful pictures of himself and his bride on their wedding day. As sad as I feel for all who knew him, and for the rest of his family, it makes me so, so sad for her. It is one of my biggest fears to lose III, especially early in our marriage. I don't know how I would handle the loss or what I would do without him. :( So I'm thinking a lot about this poor woman and what she must be going through.

T minus two days to the weekend, fifteen (fourteen w/kids) 'til my break...


Jess said...

Glad to hear your numbers are looking good!

I also love cute undies and bras! I always feel so good when I wear them especially if they are pink with lace, lol!

I'm sorry for your high school's loss. I can only imagine how his poor wife is feeling and it breaks my heart to think about losing my, mine is 32 also...big gulp! We recently lost a server and his partner is heart broken and it just breaks my heart!

Caroline said...

Hi there,

Yhe underwear sounds so cute - you have inspired me to go and buy some new underwear today!

I am glad that things are progressing well this cycle. It is a long wait, as there are so many steps to get through. I am thinking of you.

I'm sorry to hear about the highschool guidance counsellor. That is awful news. So young. His wife must be having a tough time.