Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Not having a great day...

I woke up with a sore throat. Seriously? I just got over the stomach flu and my ovaries are ginormous, and now a sore throat? WTF?

B-dog's appt was not great. The most recent protocol is no longer working. I cried at the vet's office, and almost had the vet in tears too. There is one more thing we can try, though not for another two weeks. III isn't sure he wants to try it. He said to me on the phone "At some point, you're just going to have to accept it." Cue more crying, which cut the phone call short because he hates when I cry. I know I will have to, I just don't want to.

Finally, our new schedule for school came out this week, and I discovered it yesterday. I emailed a work friend of mine (Sra) who got pretty screwed with her schedule last year. She emailed me back and told me her mom is in critical condition in the hospital after a heart attack. They aren't sure she is going to make it. I feel so bad and wish there was something I could do, but it's definitely one of those things where there really isn't anything I can do. This is exactly what I was thinking about leaving my parents yesterday, but I can only imagine how she feels.

Tomorrow is my ER so hopefully I'll feel better and all will go well.

7 comments:

Peaches said...

Good luck with your ER tomorrow. I found you through ICLW & have been reading your blog. I can totally understand what you are going through with your dog. I had my kitty for 18 years & the last 2 years she was very sick requiring sub q fluids 3 times a week. She got extremely ill a week before our vacation & I was devasted to have to leave her but the trip had been planned for months. My DH could not understand why I had such a hard time letting her go, but 18 yrs was a long time & I loved her dearly. Just go with your heart

Katie said...

Hey you -- I'll be thinking about you with your ER tomorrow...and I want you to know how much I enjoy reading your blog. You have just earned "the lovely blog" award. Visit my blog to learn how to accept the award. Hugs!

Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry to hear that B-dog isn't doing so hot. :(

I'll be thinking of you tomorrow and hoping that the ER is seamless and that those little eggies are strong, healthy suckers!

xoxo

-K

Jess said...

Poor B-dog...I wish things were better. It breaks my heart that the recent protocol isn't working.

Good Luck tomorrow!

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hannity grace said...

I hate crappy days when it seems like everything is bad news...I am hoping that your appointment tomorrow is a good one. I will be keeping my fingers crossed that it goes well and that B-dog isn't in any discomfort. Give him a scratch for me ok?

meinsideout said...

Good luck today - I will be looking for your update.

I will be sending all of my good energy to B-dog and your friend's mom.

c by the sea said...

sorry you are having a shitty day. i hope everything goes smoothly with your ER and the numbers from the fert report make you smile