Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Out of control

I had a dream last night that I was driving my car in an icy parking lot. I was sliding all over and my brakes did nothing on the ice. Eventually, my car slammed into the front of another parked car and then kept going.

I guess it doesn't take a psychic to figure out what that dream means....


Katie said...

My heart is aching for you...hugs..

Jess said...

Oh honey, my heart is so sad for you! I wish I could give you a hug...I'm so sorry! Take time to heal before you think about what you're going to do next. You owe it to yourself. I made the mistake of trying to be "tough" and just jump back to TTC and then one day I cracked.

I'm going to leave you with a poem that I really love, I know it doesn't take the pain away but your baby is special, he/she is an Angel (I know my four are watching out for your baby).

Only the Best
A heart of gold stopped beating
Two shining eyes at rest,
God broke our hearts to prove
That He only takes the best.
God knows you had to leave us,
But you did not go alone,
For part of us went with you,
The day He took you home.
To some you are forgotten,
To others just part of the past
But to us who loved and lost you,
The memory will always last.