Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Everything sucks.

Things are rough at our house right now.

III and I aren't really getting along. We had a big throw down last night, which cleared the air, but those are never fun.

At one point, he expressed that there was a time last month where he wondered if maybe we weren't right for each other. I wanted to throw up.

By the end of the evening, things were a little better- lines of communication are open for now. We're going to go see a counselor who specializes in infertility issues.

We are also probably going to move to City B within the next year. :(

On the ttc/ivf/mc front.... my hcg levels are still over 600. Ugh. No wonder I still feel so gross.

And I'm still bleeding...

5 comments:

S said...

I'm sorry. :-(

Maybe your upcoming change of scene will do you both good. You have been, and are still going through, a difficult time.

DaisyGal said...

oh I'm so sorry...
I know that when I needed it the counselor was a good thing...I was going alone but I think that if John had come it might have been better.

IF takes so many things from your marriage, there is no shame in knowing that maybe a third party can help you through it.

Thinking of you.

Dreams and False Alarms said...

((((HUGS))))

Rachael L said...

Sending you happy, healing thoughts, for your relationship and your body & your impending move.

Frenchie said...

I am so sorry you are going through this. Infertility nearly wrecked my marriage. We slogged through it for almost 6 years. We were on the verge of d-i-v-o-r-c-e for most of 2008. It sucks ass. I'm sorry. Stay strong.