- HCG level today was 84.
- I'm freaking out about our eventual move. The way my anxiety works, the anticipation of it is worse than when it (and whatever) happens.
- We don't know when it might happen.
- I withdrew my application for the new job I applied for. I can't deal with thinking about that right now, plus I don't even know if I'm going to be here for it.
- One of the many things I need to do today is to buy a blank book or a journal so I can start keeping lists. A list of the things I'm worried about. A list of things I would want in a new house. A list of things I need to do. A list for each of the categories of things that are keeping me awake at night.
The Days Are Long but the Years Are Short
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