Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Two steps forward, one step back.

I'm so tired.

I can see why people decide to give up trying to have a baby.

Another step back. III has a reversal on chromosome 2. It may be a problem. It may not. We won't know until we see the genetic counselor.

Today I want to give up. I know this feeling won't stick- I want a baby more.

But right now... I'm so fucking sick of this.

4 comments:

Auntie Keri said...

I definitely feel ya!! The emotions wear on you and you sometimes wonder if and when it'll happen for you ... but we get that urge & desire to keep going!! Glad I'm not alone & thankful that I'm not the only feeling like this on a daily basis :)

sprogblogger said...

God, I know the feeling. It's exhausting. So sorry you're having to deal with another set-back.

JC said...

I'm sorry you're having those feelings. I hope your results are good and you get some answers that will bring you a baby soon. ((hugs))

Katie said...

I'm so with you. I can't stand failure, after failure. The holidays don't make it any better, either. Damn.