Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Twenty-two

On this day last year...

...I spent much of the day in the hospital, concluding the ending of my first (very wanted, but unfortunately very short lived) pregnancy.

In some ways, it doesn't feel like a year ago. In others, it seems so long ago... I often think about what this year would be like if that pregnancy hadn't ended.

I hoped it was something I'd never have to experience again. Little did I know that I'd be in the same situation just a short time later.

I came home from my procedure and spent the rest of the night cuddling with my B-dog. At bed time, I felt well enough to sleep on the futon with her. She, however, did not feel well enough, so I slept in my own bed without her...

6 comments:

Krystal said...

I feel for you. A year ago yesterday I spent the day in the ER due to a miscarriage and four months ago today I spent in the ER to find out my baby's heart beat stopped.

I hate the 21st and 22nd. I'm so sorry you have to feel pain on these days *hugs*

The Infertility Doula said...

Sorry that you've had to go through such a tough road thus far. We all have dates, events or even songs that remind us of the pain we've experienced. I hope next year this time, you'll look back on the 22nd and realize that there were many wonderful things ahead for you.

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Kakunaa said...

I can't imagine the pain of this anniversary for you. HUGS.

cgd said...

Thinking of you on this sad anniversary.

Michelle said...

*hugs* Thinking of you on this terrible anniversary.

Keya said...

I just read your TTC story and I have a lump in my throat. I won't say "I understand" because you alone know the pain. I pray and hope that everything will fall into place soon and all your prayers will be answered.

ICLW # 52. And you have a new follower