Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Twenty-one

On this day last year...

...I went to my first OB appointment. We had already seen a heartbeat, and I was excited to have been released to my "real" doctor.

What an awful day. I remember having to make that phone call to III from the u/s office to break the news. I think that was almost worse than hearing the news myself.

The memory of that day will never allow me to enjoy the first trimester of a pregnancy (assuming I could anyway...).

It was the beginning of a terrible week. This year, I hope for an uneventful week.

3 comments:

Krystal said...

I'm so sorry to hear. I know how you're feeling, today is my year anniversary :( It's so painful to have this go on. *hugs*

Kakunaa said...

HUGS

mommyinwaiting said...

I am so sorry to read of your loss. Hoping that this week i uneventful (in the best possible way) brings you peace and healing.