Tuesday, December 21, 2010

No backup...

Just got the letter telling me that none of our three remaining embryos made it to freeze. Fuck. I was naively hoping ALL of them would, so that our next cycle could be a frozen transfer with four potential embryos. :(

As you can probably tell, I'm not feeling optimistic about this cycle for some reason. Maybe it's the hormones getting me down. Maybe it's all of our history. Maybe it's a sign... (Though experience has never shown my 'feelings' to be especially accurate...)

Six days to beta.

6 comments:

Kakunaa said...

I'm sorry hon :( Don't give up hope yet! Enjoy Christmas, and try to keep yourself distracted. HUG

Anonymous said...

So sorry! (((Hugs)))

"Jay" said...

I'm so sorry there was nothing to freeze. I know that disappointment all too well. I'm crossing my fingers for you in six days.

TheThirtiesGirl said...

So sorry. Also, crossing my fingers for you.

Anonymous said...

Huge hugs! Not like you needed that icing on the IF cake!

Anonymous said...

Ugh...so sorry your embies did not make it to freeze. REALLY hoping you don't have to have a back up plan and sending you positive vibes that your transferred embies are snuggling in for a long 38 week journey...