Saturday, December 25, 2010

7dp5dt

I took an hpt yesterday, at 6dp5dt. It was negative. Commence googling.... plenty of people saying that is too early, several who had positive betas after a 6dp5dt hpt negative. So I went back to my last cycle- positive on 5dp5dt. Of course, my beta four days later was over 400. But this has not helped to ease my pessimistic feelings about this cycle.

I brought 3 hpts with us on our trip, so I have 2 left. Trying REALLY HARD to wait until tomorrow to test, because I know I want to save one for Monday morning before my beta. But it's sooooo tempting.

I don't know what I'll do if my beta just comes back plain negative. THREE perfect blasts with NO stickies? That would definitely be a big 'fuck you' to the asshole transfer doc who gave us a hard time about potential triplets.

Ugh. It's going to be a rough 3 days....

6 comments:

J said...

ugh!!! I don't know if I should say FUCK or STAY POSITIVE! Either way, I'm sorry you are going through this right now.

Red Power Ranger said...

Keep them out of arms reach in the loo.. Hope you have waaaay better luck than me.. Red bitch turned up today.. Im sick of being the Red Power Ranger!!

Kakunaa said...

Wait! Still early. My fingers are still crossed :)

SLESE1014 said...

do your best to hold out....I'll be praying for you....

Krista said...

It's too early! Hang in there!

heartincharge said...

you must be a nervous wreck. THE 2WW is so hard. It is too early to be definitve so just stay as positive as you can.