Thursday, October 28, 2010

My li.bido is missing in action.

I feel bad for III.

Last night he wanted to. I didn't. He was nice about it... but said he feels like he's getting a bit of a complex because I'm so rarely "in the mood".

I used to have a pretty healthy s.ex drive. Lately.... I could take it or leave it. When III wants to, if he initiates I usually can get going fine. But if he doesn't initiate... I'm happy to curl up and go to sleep.

Last night as we talked I told him that I just feel like I'm hanging on by a thread. I hate to think what I'd be like right now if I wasn't taking my prozac...

This week seems to be especially difficult. I'm just blue. I'm hoping it's pms. If it is I feel like it's come early. But if it is, that means I'll feel better in a few days.

I hope.

Anyway.

3 comments:

Kakunaa said...

I know the feeling, hun. Stress, stinking TTC, it's enough to kill anyone's drive. After DH and I got a diagnosis, his drive went up because the pressure was off. Mine died because I couldn't see the point. I lost the fun. Perhaps the trick is trying to find the fun again. Try love coupons, a date night, something...just a thought. Hang in there, hun. HUGS.

LisainSK said...

I SOOO know what you mean! Actually just yesterday my blog post was about this very topic. And I was so pleased to read that I was not alone. So you too are not alone with a low libido!!

Fran said...

I am so sorry my friend. It's hard. No question. I have no suggestions on how to overcome this moment so I just wish it will pass quickly. Love, Fran