The trip was long but uneventful. Dogs did awesome. I was exhausted, but III did most of the driving, so I don't really have anything to complain about.
I'm not really happy to be here. The reality is hitting me that we're probably more or less here for good. And it's not really where I want to be.
And honestly? I have no desire to live near my in-laws. Or my family, to be perfectly frank. I wish we lived closer than we did. But not close. I know that is obnoxious. And selfish. But it's true. And yesterday it hit me- at home it's just me and III. And I like it. I worry how this will change our relationship. :(
But last night when we went to bed, I told III "I love you so much." and he replied, "I know you do. That's why we're here." So I know he appreciates it.
In other news-
I talked to my ex boyfriend on FB last night. It was interesting. He is definitely not in any way "the one who got away". But we were together for a long time, and so he's a big part of my history. It was nice to have a friendly chat with him and hear how he and his family are doing.
I had an orientation to volunteer at the local animal shelter yesterday. I'm glad to have something to do where I'll be meeting people and helping animals. I'm a little worried that I'm not going to meet "my kind of people", but that's a stupid worry to have right now so I just need to go with it.
I have scheduled my fibroid surgery for August 5. So I'll have to fly home for that week (pre op blood test and u/s are on the 3rd).
I miss KB like crazy already. Is it abnormal to be so attached to your BFF?
Exercise routine to start... soon? I could start today... but the holiday weekend... bah. Maybe I'll start next week.
I'm not really happy to be here. The reality is hitting me that we're probably more or less here for good. And it's not really where I want to be.
And honestly? I have no desire to live near my in-laws. Or my family, to be perfectly frank. I wish we lived closer than we did. But not close. I know that is obnoxious. And selfish. But it's true. And yesterday it hit me- at home it's just me and III. And I like it. I worry how this will change our relationship. :(
But last night when we went to bed, I told III "I love you so much." and he replied, "I know you do. That's why we're here." So I know he appreciates it.
In other news-
I talked to my ex boyfriend on FB last night. It was interesting. He is definitely not in any way "the one who got away". But we were together for a long time, and so he's a big part of my history. It was nice to have a friendly chat with him and hear how he and his family are doing.
I had an orientation to volunteer at the local animal shelter yesterday. I'm glad to have something to do where I'll be meeting people and helping animals. I'm a little worried that I'm not going to meet "my kind of people", but that's a stupid worry to have right now so I just need to go with it.
I have scheduled my fibroid surgery for August 5. So I'll have to fly home for that week (pre op blood test and u/s are on the 3rd).
I miss KB like crazy already. Is it abnormal to be so attached to your BFF?
Exercise routine to start... soon? I could start today... but the holiday weekend... bah. Maybe I'll start next week.
3 comments:
I am glad you made it safely. Sorry you don't really want to be there. That is tough! You are a good wife!!
Glad you made it. I hope for your sake that your stay is temporary and not permanent. . . or that you grow to like it there better.
Gald you are safe, and it sounds like you are already keeping busy! This is what you need. It will be good.
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